September 24, 1996: This is what you've been wanting

Today has just been hell. I specifically wish to relate my night to you. Well it was going pretty good. I talked to Shara, Mohit, Sam, and was in the middle of a conversation with Lyra when Jarod called. Seems Christa won't be going to [Rosalyn's] quinceanera with him and he's making me feel guilty for not going with him. His words were-"This is what you've been wanting. Forever." But I've decided to go with Mohit cause I don't break promises and I don't play mind games with people. I cried a little with Lyra and it felt so good. Then I talked to Meghan, Ben and Rosalyn. They all told me the same stuff. Ben's words were-BASTARD! But as always, Ben's conversation led to Lyra.